this is not a secret


talk to me abt the dark place
where it is before i know i wont sleep again
i am you and taking these pills
drinking flavored energy drinks
i am so at home running my hands over your head
i miss you as soon as you step away
and i know i disappeared
it was selfish of me to hide
because i felt unwanted
i can't say the bruises on my brain
cause me to act this way
my eyes are dragons having conversations with themselves
you know??
i want to see your face right now
i want to kiss your hip
twisting our bodies
until rock is nothing
the air we used to breathe is all gone