dumb god




stay up all night
i cant do that
stop
i think about killing myself a lot
idk if i would
but i like to know my exits
molly said i am a bad person
shannon said i am a frustrating person
or idk
im a loser
ellie says what if
ellen wasnt happy w my effort to work
alejandra idk
eva just wanted something else
idk idk i am a boring fuck
i am a slimy drunk
i hate me sometimes
i hate feeling so shit
i hate shi