SO LONG AGO I CAN'T REMEMBER

my health
i am looking for water
some songs
make me feel good about feeling worthless
i stick my neck
in a wormhole
a glowing fungus is covering me
i am visible from space
this is a desert
there is a dull scoop
a partial moon in my chest
only you know
the rest of the moon is still there
it is a shadow
i drink & say i love you
i am a terrible waste of time
a fucking sad clown
who can't swim
or laugh
& a lion bit my head off
i am all neck
a blind giraffe playing the piano
in some bar in my skull
i have made a mistake
thinking about you