SCREW TOP RED WINE AT STEVE ROGGENBUCK READING IN OMAHA

i am weak
i was writing a poem in pauls car 
abt how i was crying
& getting blazed
& i couldn't stop crying
& i was listening to third eye blind
but then i started to write
i have stopped crying 
but then paul came out to his car 
& asked if i was ok 
& asked if i needed a hug
& i started crying
& that lasted awhile
until i made a joke
& then i stopped crying
& paul & i talked 
& paul said the reading was abt to start
so we went inside
& todd robinson came up to me
& asked if i was sick or sad
& i said both
& i laughed