vyvanse is like super adderall. blueberry red bull is blueberry flavored red bull

who am i

my heart hurts

diet coke fried food booze

these blonde girls

my stupid mouth

i am

brains for a weekend

i am experiencing missing you and you 

and think oh this one girl

or think oh i will text shannon

bc i didnt really

delete anything

but i just

want to go swim in the ocean

at night last july

in north carolina

before i even had half

of these feelings

thought i

would be out of this

place

but i miss 

nothing its just future i want

i am a gross thing

i am draining the blood out of my bruise

it is a mystery

where these feelings come from