KILLINGJAR


when i am awake and dream
or my remembering dreams i know im dreaming
or am already in a dream we sleep and sleep
sometimes i am already asleep when i fall
from the memory of me falling 
or father or is a face in the dark or a swung door
I AMSCREAMING AT U BC I AM CRAY
i love u
they say w their foot on yr ribs
the crack of leather your father is a terror
he haunts you awake when he is not evendead
i sleep and most things die from my mind
but these fuxking dreams
fevered by delirium by drug
by my here asleep here awake
my throat is sore were you poisoing me i ask me
of course of course of course