eastern colorado


remember i said idk what i said abt breakfast
i don't read the poems i wrote for you
i never even look at them

i went to colorado the next day
i was feeling ugly
i was feeling in love w/ you

i remember thinking it seems as if there is no air here
i am barely breathing
i smoked cigarettes then and continued for some time

sometimes i think abt your insane cat
how he clawed my dick while i sat in your chair
after we had sex

i thought taking a bath w/ you was awkward
but i would have done anything
to be naked w/ you