GOOGLE POEM

1.

i am afraid i can't vomit you out of my stomach

i am afraid you can't see me through the window
of the sushi restaurant

no i am afraid you can

i am afraid i am not a brick
or i am one but
there is no one here to throw me

i am afraid i have lost all of my blood
& replaced it w/ you

i am afraid someone will read this poem
& say
i wonder
who he is talking abt, i wonder
if he will say her name

so if you google her name
this poem will come up

2.

i googled
how long it would take to spend a trillion dollars
i looked up
how much it would cost to fly to NYC tonight
be there by 8 or 8:30
it was over twice what i had in my bank
i would have taken
a loan
from a loan shark