WATER

i forget to drink water


i forget to gush


i forget that i river


i forget where i go



hello



i used to drive drunk all the time
if she was somewhere else
i would  change my molecules

does glass turn to water
on the sun


when i ate spaghetti and drank a lot of whiskey
and threw up in the sink
and then went to your birthday party
on my bicycle

you know i wanted to never be fat
or lose at raquet ball to you or you or anyone

hell i dunno about gasoline suits
or anything about wearing liquid

but i am made of mostly
nothing
and i don't know what made me
or the mud

IT'S SMOKE AND MIRRORS
a boomed voice bloats
the clouds
are so
pretty
and
shit