iowa 2013

blasting drake in elizabeths car so 
loud she turned it down
the traffic is garbage
i travel back to the 90s you
s'd it was 1999
but i don't remember you then
early 80s and well into my adult boyhood
or so i called it
i mean i was a very small river
some would refuse my 
name it is so stupid you saw
the hole in my shorts
im just an excuse
to see tears for
some of these fake moose sculptures
i yell stoned from the passenger seat
dolphin sounds
i mean i am actually cliking like
a dolphin or 
i fell in love w a color tv when i found
scrambled porn in 5th grade
cried in the closet holding on to the cat
my parents made us give away
he used to lay on my face when i was sleeping
and i loved him too