BUTT JIGGLES



in a basement w/ punk rock destruction
bottles broken tv smash the president talks to goddesses
in the bathtub paint pictures of my dead dog
my dad killed when i went to college
how can you sleep w/ parkt train engines snoring
beside you my mom couldn't do it w/o a glass of boxed wine
the venom of good god moms call her a black sheep
a roaring hog roast the rubber on endless asphalt
to save me or bones of buffalo shivering on the windy
plains half buried by the sand chiseled off my shoulders
p cold as the coyote howls give me your body
i have so many smaller divided mes to feed

DRIZZY


sit around in the dark
 of mind of mizzer
   izza know me in the rerun
 of why why why am i crying alone
  on my bed w/
xbox live home screen
glow is just a way to fry my eyes awake
 where did my sleep go
im like damn if i could just
rest the brain in me
    sleep a few days is not dyin yet
     when ma$e back drake
     give me my childhoodback
   i wanna see what i can do nexttime
       i keep sayin when yoloiswhatimean
        back w/ no motherfuckin team
        homies is my people is my humans
       son is just another
           sun is just a warm weather
            for us to stand in sizz the skin
             feel the blonding thru our mane
                keeping us in the sane of day of know
who loves me know
        yes yes i am a happiness i am for
everyone to smile
  bigger than any city they fellin love w after college
       imma farm boy imma little pile of dirt
      burnin trash ridin bikes in the gravel
           think who is alone as me in 3rd grade
             or meme in the future
???
 naw here i am
     here i am
         here i am
            here i am
               here iam
 slidin bloody thru a time
surfin thru space
        only this fleshy sack of bone
         will shed off behind me
            in the nightsky

CHABOI PUSSYKRANG



how much time
we spend think
bout who we
gon b
say i wanna b
   a poet
   o' luv of future
    o' sing me a gravy boat to underground
     my last song will b
      hello
       welcome to the rest of my life
             standing in the street
             unsure how drunk it is
             know neighbors
            see sun move??
      i don't wake up
          to be in spring
              to care abt
              flowers return
               who will
             wait forme
            after the winter is over??
    shovel the sidewalks
     so my feet stay dry
        so i can see the cracks
       

chaboi pussycranj




cut ya
stand onna neck dont tread me motherfucker
 i can be crazy af
 i can dance to the mooncrash
    slash yr hummer tires
boi dont spill my oilybirdbath i am a drinker
     a stinker a roll out of bed at a.m.
 to meet her
for cold pizza
dont spell me dont taylor swift me bro
i am a song already
 the fog around yr brain
  losing an inch is a
reachfor me don't censor my identity
from the streets of omaha
   spelling city w a middle finger
       new drake on the speaker
          pouring rain down
yr throat


  

poor impulse control



feel frost on statue arms cleaned off from buzz
in my mind humming SAY WHAT YOU ARE GOING TO SAY
and i am shook leaves the fall shapes my summered legs
against hips home for a moment whispera lovesomething
bounce back i am unsure who heard the trees fall near me
i am burned in my own circled trunks into rubber into peel away my
face from the highways of other countries i need a home
i am shouting my face into your neck please hold me please
let me fly alone and see you from the sky as a speck
of how i miss my feet expecting to come back down
spring me from sleep my thawing back arch for moresun
i haven't seen a warmth at this distance in so so long
underwater moving my mouth saying bubbles bubbles
i cant swim i cant be the ocean forever but here is my hand
take me
away
in waves

bonafidecatwhisperer


we want change or believe or tell me
when to roll on my back
i luddit w the morphing ooze of time
it crows my face to say
smile a bit bigger i don't need to be
a new me
 a drastically different version
   of some blob my brain squeeze from the bottom
    trust my mouth to yr ear
       i say stay a little longer this you
             you have is what I'm happy for

HARLEMWORLD

why would i
pray a change to juicy roam
foam on p fancy glass
im drunk too
im

who cares

tell me what i am 

say justin

dont die

i dont know if i can prevent it

but maybe i could be less of an idiot

crying

ERRYSONG SAY FADED


im in a friday
want to find a molly 2
want to trip w
want to get sushi w u
 want to dance cold snapper red for a loose me
expense for the sake
 ice over my   who cares
   where party at where yr body at where the magic
face
smile so wide we aint sure how to swim
 bacon wrapped nothing
 money nothin when cmmmin
takea  break
piece me back in someother space

I HEARD THAT



think every house
   was a trailer
     was a hitched train
           im a tree boy
       immamullberrybaby
babe
  swing heels at their eyes
         make em cry for their slight
           swerve naked
          into the concrete
     immma jungle
        or its the king of me
       losin sleep
    so i can be a new day too
 

BODYPARTY


you have
lets point
no moon
thats
a finger
a crableg spider crawl
shoe off the bed
having fun
so much w/ u
hey listen
to you know this
i say do you know this
you know this
want to
read book in the dark
next to you
brains go for miles when you unroll them
where my beard at
where u
girl
i am jeans and jameson
was in a poem
was reading them abt u
to all these
ears in the life i have
around me
a pile of money
just burns
when its on fire
and we smile
still rich tho
still star stacks
got juice for a few miles
get lost
idc short hair
touch me all over
drink
on the floor
yd i go
not a planet anymore
on the porch w knives
my eyes realize
reallives
or something
just
get here
i wanna breathe
in the air
around u

IMASKINGUPLZPLZ


b ez on me
i am a sensative sweatpea
shoulders for yr
gorgeous face
take my
hands to any hemisphere
we boat
in the ocean
we fly
everything is sky
i mean
in this universe
u and me

LISTENING TO CIARA DUI 3:11PM FRIDAY


talk me
i am drunk belly
i am swerve into disolve we don't even
push smoke w/ our touch
the small hairs of my /moment
im just a dumbso sad idk what is in my
blood
gone
from here by my me in the world
surrounded by weirdminds less romantic
than how i feel when i can't hold back
imma blowupcrazyboi
foolin in the streets fool in the sheets
etc i am on one i am the furthest
i am a v romcom dummy running
stop stop
kiss me
hands in my belt loop
hold me back from the group
protect me from swinging bats
and whore moths like
im justy livin
fuck death
imma hardly appear but
text me be there
i be there

 

SLEEPER

so high my butt is vibrating
it s'd yer *heart 
might hurt but it will not hurt yer *heart
this is my pressure
to coma too 
a race to press lips harder than the other
get me up at 4 am 
to tell me dreams or nothing
kiss my body
read books abt poetry while i catch up 
awake is not where i want to be alone
wake up and take me

OBJECTPERMANENCE

of course i 

can drive

be a

 whatever human man thing

i say words words  are u asleep

i miss u

when my eyes tell me to

5 POEMS


easier whats said than climb
a tree out of here
scared of any fluttering monster
i am a dopenosed off trainwagon
quit or what i can hold in my lungs
a taste of good story for my mind
to think who am i?????
today i am full of ocean on my skin
surprise by the way hills of flatland
can hold past my emotions
what are these fires starting
i am an oil lamp i am shaking leg
is the wind running up my shaved
scalp a neck is a bridge fromfromfrom
hello,

5 POEMS



text
 lets kick it and kiss on the way
    wake for you to wait
   this is just
  a moment where i am everything i can try to be
  while i try to dip my hands
thru infinity
 as a smile in my ribs shiver
  fracture line reminds alive after i drnk
all these zombies and sushi
   and head on my shoulder
say hold me tight
 reminds me when u
said come here
and drink w me
and i didn't go
        where was i?
  unsure of a weakness
or which one i would show

5 POEMS


i am a needy soak
in the sunshine

what do i know
abt how to be quicker to get to the bar

my walk is wobble high
tip tip the curb w my dancing arms wild

who flails w/o me on the turn of
a day a dime a kind of flip

what do i know abt flashing lights
extacy on the El train

wicker park nightlife
eating mushrooms walking to the party

your eyes where were they
i was faced into the floor

spell my wants on my skin
w/ the color air around me

say dumb fingers dance
and they run off toward the city



 

5 POEMS


call for me
     from sheets or text me in the streets
      its raining i am a flying machine
  wet jeans and jameson
     barely hang on to useless hipbones
       when not against yr
I AM TENDER
 my shouted skin bleets to the sleep
 of touch me
 touch me
say things like anywhere
      i am a shell inside a shell inside a softness
       who guards me when
   i am not a leap into arms
she is a snakecharmer
     my head dances
  into the haze of new morning waht time is it
 how are you my
dear

5 POEMS

whats twitter good
for                   think wheni  can see
        how they love
   i am wasted
 or i can numb my fingertips
      don't forget to push
              my buttons take my pants off
         i am a crowded feeling
    whats well into the next stage
         who will tell me i did
 a good job
 when my mom dies
      how can i even hide
 questions w/ this knee creek
   or crick
 i am dry         a thirsty mud
  just dirt
say i can feed enough trees
  i can be enough hunger for a few nights
     leave boot stuck
         where i can see
i have made a few mistakes
  today
          

i have never been to mexico

 

mind drifts shark fins

museum shape

collect on the beach

guise of dead friends dream

sell sad faces to gulf
stretched skin over cliffs
of mexico
i don't notice swimming hills

white trunked trees

plumes on rock for teeth
mind fingers thru
write trees write white trunked
i am swollen
stretched too
the limit of rivers
memories of dead friends in the sand
movies on the dust of desert
who sits here
naked belly cactus falcon

porthole to other dimensions

my blood spilling to see

forever       my dead friends

i am a snake

i will tiptoe thru the nest of i love you

at the opposite ends

my tail my poison

i mean a remembering

against all of my dead friends

who are forever

and yours

forever

my arms weak from flight

 

 THE WIND IS LOUD TONIGHT

keep a twist of my leg
    i am walking home from mikes apartment
        from my friends who all dosed L w/ me
         we listened to one track by Drake
          and i started writing a poem
called THE WIND IS LOUD TONIGHT
     and i wanted nothing
         from my life
         just thought abt our bodies twisted in bed
          i wanted you to hold me and i thought
i said i wanted  you to hold me
pick me up
w/ you arms drive and drive and drive
 this isn't the poem i wrote
i ran into
i want to be half asleep on a couch w/ you somewhere
i miss way knuckles down a hem and i know this jawline
your face is on my sit up and smoke and go back
to your body asleep and i wait high for the creative for a sell
to wake shell i cant even say what the taste does
to me your lips i am jameson and jeans
shake anythings to be a hand on leg a party w/ you
drive my mind out of Omaha 5am move squeeze tight against
take my turn awake my mind runs mouth over ear
wont even say a word i am for your lips
kiss how i need elizabeth
to hold me say sounds against dark room
here here here
i am

how are you


fool to cry
           i took w/  awatch me sad
hit me
findout
             i feel bad    i was
             i/m brain juice
               i hate what i write
             
                 i spend a lot of time
                    alone w/
i sleep
           i have a bed       enough drugs
used for 
                            hope
                            something
i know
                i'm not a
                        take care of
                   i feel stupid        bloody pulp
                   must say it was ugly
                    i feel bad
          
please do not ask me
           please do not touch the plum love
            or something?

How are you?





fool to cry
took with me or hit me or to findout



I feel bad that I was
             I Brain Juice
               I hate what I wrote
                in my opinion
                 I spend a lot of time
                    If a relationship
I sleep
           I have a bed and enough drugs
used for sleeping
                    And I hope
                            something
I know nothing
                I'm not a
                 I'll take care of
                   I feel stupid and bloody pulp
                    I must say it was ugly
                    I feel bad!
          
Please do not ask me
           Please do not touch the plum love
             Or something?

BEARD


i see blind people
and i think abt
someone
who isn't blind
i saw my face last night
for the first time in over
a year
i am brokenhearted
at some point in my life
i will stop talking
to everyone
my beard will return by then
for sure it will be long
and terrible grey
and to the wall i will say
if i were kurt cobain
 

SIK%DIRTY


may 1.
     a crybaby
         a brain damage
              fuckedup its fuckedup
         you brring
         ababy
          wheres my baby
           she my lady
                 imma in bed all day
       imma dress in the ocean
   fuck me in a spinning fair ride
                i crumple in
          high down a staircase
  weak rotten floor boards
        aware of
      what time is is
 a feel good
         a push pump for my leave here
          ican bleed
down a driveway
         i am sosad sometimse
         i feel like
          a stump

W/ THE SPEED OF SUMMER LIGHTNING


 

WE SCARED EACH OTHER P GOOD DIDNT WE

those arent even bars

brick the inside

lets take turns forgetting

or take turns being awake

i am a toy

a box to be thought of in anyway

other than cardboard

waste

i am gross i am gross i am the grossest

dirt

i am from a wasted river

a washed away message

forget me its easy

RICH POETS

tell them where the poison goes
these are my holes to fill
my name is void or i am a dr of nothing
i can only cure what does not exist within my own mind
i want to be a dress you wear in the ocean
what is white is just a dumb skin for me
who cares where the piggy goes to break her huge hooves
over my face
itsa law for us to be part of the dirt
you should sing to me when i am asleep more often
i am the smell of fresh baked bread
i am as nowhere as a mountain looking down
at the quietest planet
who is wind w/o my mouth
my hands to surf out the window of my fathers car
we move because of a stubborn blood
these are just questions for dead me
into new me or the me she has out of me
tongue a wound
realize this blur of trees is just a small growth
they use them to save the crop
or fuel
or to hide
idk what i am worth or what will happen to me
when things stop working
i can hear my mothers knees
from across town
i can miss my friends until they come back to me
i will love you in a high speed chase
or on a missed train
or a bus hitting me as i cross the street
i have lost these teeth
i collected on the beach
put some other animals eyes where my skull leaked
here is an idea
here are my thoughts abt what it means
to spill what is inside me
a fluid poured into a large empty bowl
i wait 2 years to show you how naked i can be
i wait even longer to trust a murky pool
what if the fish nip my toes
thinking i am worms
before i am ever worms
 

i want to be a dress you wear in the ocean
i want to survive jumping down a waterfall
to escape something
solve me let me beat you at checkers
or raquet ball
text me before i wake up
i am pulling beard off my face
remember me i say to me

GIANT BLOCK OF ICE

i wanna lick this giant block of ice
this man has a cape
i need more luck
i want to lick
that giant
block of ice
i am inside and can not see the stars
i have never opened my eyes
while swimming
i am falling asleep

EGGS

this is my best mouth
how are you hurt
i am oranges
i am a florida story i tell 
but i was poor 
and my family split up 
hurricane andrew
ruined some stuff
i used to think alexander the great was cool
i used to be afraid of a nothing
my face slid across the parking lot 
on my way to get fireworks
june in 1996
i had a morphine drip
my friend daniel threw up when he saw my face
i am thirsty
i am putting my head in the sand
filling my favorite mouth
w little black shark teeth
polished by the ocean

WAGONTAILLAKE POEM

everyone is in the lake i am
at the lake
smoking marijuana drinking ipa 
i am going to eat this banana 
i ate two fried chicken breasts
i might open up the jameson soon
and ginger ale
she said
and theres a kid from falls city behind me
getting his keys and ice out of the cooler
i wore jeans to the lake and no underwear
i cant go in the lake 
there are children at the lake
i am high
and will probably soon drink this 5hr energy drink
to help ease a hangover or being sluggish
from years of these choices
there are children chasing each other down a hill
i am going to smoke as soon as i can
there is some kind of grass/weed inches from my face
a different person from fall city i know
could probably tell me 
what its called

TREE POEM


i worship the weather or nothing
i sing small talk into the grass of my dead families families
on a body of us
I AM A RAP GOD
I WILL SUCK RAIN FROM THE SKY
W/ MY DANCE
W/ THE BREAKING OF MY BRANCHES
i can make the heavens weep
for watching
and laugh at my wasted time here

TREE POEM

YOU LOOK BEAUTIFUL
THE SUN
THE MOON
LOOSED TO FALL AND SO ON
IT IS P COLD
OUTSIDE
YOU ALWAYS DO
I AM BARKING
INTO
A QUIET
FOREST

TREE POEM

I WANT TO BE HIGHER
I WANT TO SLEEP ONE DAY
I STAND HERE
AND LOOK AT EVERYTHING
IN THE WORLD
THAT I CAN
BUT ITS NOT ENUFFFFFFUUUUUUGGG
I DONT HAVE TEETH
I DONT SPIT
I CANT
CHEW MY OWN LEGS OFF
COME HERE
MAN
SWING AT ME
W/ YR WICKED TOOLS
BREAK ME
BREAK ME
BREAK ME
BREAK ME
BREAK ME
BREAK ME

TREE POEM


 

TREE POEM


ha!
you found me,
i who have not exploded
yet
in the quiet of evergreen feel my blade
i am a gnash of the soil
i stuck
am a giant to the shade of my body
touch my unexploded children
haha!
o' darling sun
oh sweet godrain my face is slipping under
every layer i shape
a new meaning of deth by standing still
they say        i am poetry
they ask me
no questions
 

GREENPEPPERS


wake me arms in yr arms
flail torsowave to endlesssurf
a universe shoes on
     an offtness of me lip yr hipbone
  place for hand to dance standing
i am walkaway w my bruises
just a space to move brain or
my twittered spine
  motionless back to you
       am drool o'er all asleep a zzzz
              my mouth poems
behind yr ear spilled locks
 my remember to linger
               breathe you and keep breathing
    haunts me i guess i am dumb clouds shaped like
clouds
   blank wall in the sun shining
halfdrunk watery whiskey i under
spell where my day goes as today today is never
 bed boy a flat prairie call home or
        float still in a pool
                          numb for years
 color around yr lips
  lessens as i glide o'er w mine until
nobody can see us laying in summer fields