maintain is a good wave, talking moon


i never wanted to save you
wanted to see you stand in the furnace

walk out

on me there is a heavy weight
of dead mes

all i want is to be the most unzen because
i am human

but as a great man once said
I AM NOT A HUMAN BEING

i want to find peace with non existence
i want to stare blankly at the abyss

i want to hang out
on your birthday

and what do straight edge guys do
on their birthday

and i like chinese food quite a lot
or anything thats good

today is the day after pauls birthday
is what i am getting at

then i say
why do i cry so much

and you say
because you think it is

and it is
then it is not

i guess i am going to go
i guess this is where i see

you again
where am i taking

what am i going to