gin and tonic

i got 2 New York
likes
like i
am in the big time
say America has become
comfortable
with a white kid wanting to rap
for a living
but
you
will
live
after this
my status is
i am drinking at a bar in nebraska
i cry sometimes
when i am happy
and kick my feet out
i
invent lightning
and this drink
is my i miss you
or how else will i enjoy the jukebox