I AM AN ANIMAL

lost in my own wilderness
small dust
snow ball

i think i may be animal
or beast god
or short fuse

spark like sun god
throw fire
magma rains from my finger heaven

animal brain of chaos
wanting nothing
to do with the sun

or any form of creator
leaves me
blown away with wind blowing

and more wind
for my dust left-overs
moon landing

let the hair grow thick
for my hibernation
lick the fat from my skull shape

taste meat in heart
know what it means
to eat anything else

if i can stomach the love
or the kill or be killed
desperate living

know based off all the other animals
that die
i will die

i will explode into a billion dollars
i will be nothing
i am nothing