mathematics
shaking in your no boots
carry water to the ocean
increase the size of the air
ask paul how tall a celebrity is
like i wonder how tall nick cage is
or i wonder how tall yao ming is
or i wonder
why
she ran away
to the ocean
with all these buckets of water
and i wonder
where she gets all of this water
polluting the salt soup
killing all the fish with purity
or whatever you call it,
go tell it
on the mountain
where there are no mountains
like nebraska
or like anything in my mind
shut-up-i'm-talking
about romance, about it being all quiet
about my nerves fucking up everything i do
about hating the sex of it
thats the truth
i'm going to white out my back brain
places where i remember places
like going there
like a car crash that i remember
because i told the story so many fucking times
i'm bored of that story
and the mountains i tell it on
but here i can see
taking water from one ocean
to fill up another ocean
is stupid.
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really like this one, obv.
i really like this one too. not sure if thats obv
there are also several facebook references in here
and some moments of zen
though it ends unzen :(
its the chaos poem
FLAT FOOT
i like to lie freakishly still
when i realize there is a sky
the ocean around me keeps getting bigger and deeper and blue
tell ira what a stone should say
like i wonder what my stone should say
like i wonder how hard a stone is
and i cry
because
i stayed
under the sky another summer
with all these buckets of water
and i stay
in my bed
my face is very salty now
i am a well seasoned goose
however you tell people about me,
don't ever call me
by my name
there are too many
like paul
or like anyone in my mind
listen-i-was-screaming
in my car, about
about it all being a black wall of noise
i was screaming about
about my nerves fucking up everything
about being alone
about hating ointment
the truth is
my buckets are a stack
of memory cards
they are things that feel slippery and sharp
like they burn when they pour
like a very tiny boy
because i thought he might have a gun
like every time i say anything
because i thought i might have a gun
i'm obsessed with everything
and the stars i see them in
but here i can only feel
that motion
is stupid.
Boiling fucking sailings
Sioux it
creaming
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