i wrote a bunch of poems this morning. my mom yelled at me when i asked for a ride to work. im applying to be a liquor store manager. i finally trimmed off the long section of hair on the back of my head that stuck up all the time. im at work right now. i trimmed my mustache. i will have to shave my beard if i get this job. i really dont like that. i like my beard. i miss ellen and i hope she misses me too. im going to buy a bus ticket to see her next week. the ticket will be 21 days after i buy it though because thats how long i have to buy in advance to get the best price. which is essential. im seriously considering this portland thing. though i will have to see what ellen is doing, and if people are actually moving to colorado. i think i would like to live in portland. or somewhere. i dont like that i have so many relatives on facebook. i dont like that my relatives are politically irrational morons. religious mostly. i dont like that my dad said god spoke to him about being a bad parent and now hes going to try harder. that really pissed me off.