all this editing and re-reading of my own poetry-
im starting to feel like im losing
some sort of (thing)
some part of myself in the poems
i feel like im looking at them
and not writing them or
not feeling them and that
is very frustrating sometimes i
just start talking/writing from a voice
and im not really sure where its from
or whats going on
its not even so much just in this
the editing and re-reading but
its all over in everything that i do
i feel like im not me sometimes
but im not really sure where i went