what i forget

i want to press
my face deep into yr stomach
turn so my ear listens
all that’s inside you
what it smells like here here here here here
my big nose up yr armpit
nipples out over the sink
i told you i’ve been seeing ghosts
what does this tongue remind me of
feet in wet sand
how it feels to almost drown
gullsound but blind eyes spin
tall grass growing
i want to be broken and left there
slowly eroded
by wind and the water
running over me