COPENHAGEN


who hasn't collected shark teeth on the beaches of den--
mark my skinmap a whiplash scar is scratch
on ecstasy party in the "bad part of town" shits so safe
i could spend a million dollars on illicit drugs
pop the pockets off w/ pants nobody wears them
here we can be a relationship earlier than we planned
im time traveling to new new me future you and we
are sleeping on trains swallowing valium or whatever
its like we ghost thru ghostland auf deutch bahn-
bon voyoyovyvanse in my get up and carry you like
fire fire a fainted painted pretty mountain dangling in the lake
where we saw a moose or we talk in wyomingese abt the
meese we see them all rubbing neck manes and knocking
their headgear like east going west going zax trains on
trickle down effect of my get here to there im in
denmark for a few days i night myself way down the
rivers w beautiful names i was born and asleep in the
mississippi when you came to take me away from blister
of egypt winter im naked kissing away from the sun
caught red burned no thats clay pigment dusty ocean
justy owes the government his goverment jokes like
whoa where did all this schooling take me a wave
a new space age where i bleed for trains to take me
to prague but i mean it was prague i cant say how they
say it in nebraska thats where im from oh ask me ask me
to show you where my houses were i said i moved 22 times
by 29 but my life is lies within lies i am lying in a bed
w/ you the only blonde i dew on grassy plain a figure
ate the shadow i left burned into sandy beaches where
was i i said if we were in florida rn it would be beautiful
weather i just rememeber the drive thru pines w my grand-
pa when he took his grandkids to the circus and we could
have anything my mind was so small and poor and easily
thrilled w gifts or love or whatever attention i could store
in my memory schmemory shes a god-- shes a kyle craw
shes paul reading poems alone to his phone and sending them
to me i listen while taking a shit at this house i am staying in
so roam me so hold me on the train from where omg i rem--bleh
i tweeted somethin soemthin brain to copenhagen i was
just saying i love you and this is what i am excited for? i mean
yes but its w/ you a darling a denmark my neck a neck
for you tattoo the outline of some mapped area i' been in
for awhile a wander a found treasure she kisses my face
til i feel underseas its a gulf i mean the pelicanish brown
wavy texas mouth says stay away from the south of here
these american cities can smell your fear they thick w
it rains so rarely but in florida it rained every day i dream
my grandfather was still alive for some time he said
i could get anything i wanted so i chose a plastic sword
not bc i liked killing or even the sight of blood tho its something
i spot the earth w on a daily i just always pretended i
was some value i was the hero this was my story to be told
to someone who cared enough to listen to my timid whisper
you say i will be the support beam me up to new starship
exploration of the homeland the home of a home i never had
a whole mess of old crumbles and rich baubles its a world
we live on and i want to see it w/ you elizabeth

YLZBTH


make a fit
 twisted body
 i want to (  ...  ) trust ju-- ;(
mmff a stomach sound
  a tickle me a please i "am here"
to be
warmer
a waermrr she calls me "nothin' deer"
 or i am forest of tall reeds
weeds for chill me
calm the {   whispers something   }
bc i don't have enuf time to think i mean
i want to write poems for u el.
would blast thru glass w my mind
to kiss u i kissu i kissu i
said watching dark city
living in
space?? create a beach.......
hold me until i am holding me too
  w/ a rib heal a long dock to hold and catch wave
after wave
put fracture and cough cough in my biggest toe
 i will waltz thru heck
in a solar power suit
to see u

 

LISTENING TO PLAYLIST PAUL MADE FOR ME


i mean it's mostly lil b
 

MATHIAS GOES ON HIKES W/ DOGS.


where dey??
 all these feet prints paw me give me some paw
 i saw 70 sets of tracks all going north
  *wonder if dogs go north
     naw naw the birds shouut from sandhills i never
stop here i never see the rosies
posies
falling down w/ 9-5 disease
 hello fam
 hello i love my kids i whisper into the darkness of my future
  and a nothing echoes laff laff blaze a path
have to live alone
to take a bath
trust me here my hand floats thru a few poisonous leafy plants
this is where the mushrooms grow i mean
this is where i take my team
of two dogs
loose logs for me to rest my bigger than a wine bottle buttocks
who says change fell out of my pockets
    somewhere off a walk
     please find my face coined in the forest floor
      the desert of where aral sea was was
  we can't follow iceburg tracks down the great plains
i mean what makes them so great??
 the millions of buffla??
or the trains.


 

mom

ya i know a few ppl who have smoked meth
i bet u do 2
crack??
that's dad's belt
who called the firemarshall
why is he checking my ass cheeks for bruises
where will we put the christmas tree

 

whats poem???


read pussy in sand
tell villager who knows who the sungod

break sticks break the weakest mans bones
over yr knee and eat the brains off him

call yr mother
say mother i forgive you for bringing me here

the world is a crust
filled w/ hot magma

she says love like it is a bird abt to fly
into the window of a strip mall

i make money
so i can live in my money castle

there are more dogs than  humans or maybe
there are too many humans
to make sense of what words are

words are just trees tht cant grow
because we kill them

we take our axes out of the shed
we tell our sons to go back inside

a wave is a wave isa  wave is a wave is a wave is a wave
at hello neighbor hello golden rule

i will kiss the fence
your ass rests on

tell me dear professor of death
when will i publish the inside of my skin

i have mapped out
heaven w a needle and

VYVANSEISSUPERADDERALL
BLUEBERRYREDBULLIS
BLUEBERRYFLAVOREDREDBULL


what is a dark place
what is wrong w/ the sugar
where can you get enuf energy to split a tree w yr bear hands
call cleave me my lip spread
the smell of meat ground to an equal ammt of meat
but it seems so chewed
spit down the throat by the world
im like in my office chair thinking abt how much jerkey
mtn men ate
50 lbs a day or some shit??
*drinks diet coke
come on am i a vegetable/? looking at faces of humans alive
wwalking thru like they aren't scared of deth
kid cudi quit smoking marijuana
method man too
gza rza
i took a quiz to see which member of the wutang i would be
but i don't (smiles)
look in the mirror say you ugly genius
slide on jjeans get skinny super skinny feet my bones
i need to bea  pretty awful hider
i need to kiss yr nipples
take my shirt off bc i dont care what a cover is for
i am just old book smell
i want to stand under an umbrella w you
neck and neck and jawline too
pills online dinner parties thinking abt the soviet union
look up abandoned resorts i can become a pirate
if i have enough gold and a boat and a thirst for what ever pirates do these days
lounge a lot i think and talk to monkeys
sippin coconut liquor
its 88 degrees in november
swimm in a half full pool
we let the leaves float
move to a new paradise when we're done

PETE ROSE


ate a scone
drank a latte
not sure how i feel i feel like i ate
a scone and drank a latte
pete rose said he would
"WALK THRU HELL IN A
GASOLINE SUIT
TO PLAY
BASEBALL
AGAIN"
i am listening to bright eyes sing a happyish song
it is cold it is nebraska it is october
people talk abt sky in october
or when its not october they talk abt the sky in october
and idk i think i love nebraska
i think nebraska is all there is and
everything is the movies or a beautiful memory of some world
me as a boy thought existed
i miss ditches and big sky when im away for awhile
my beard is growing back just in time
i think
to myself
and this is the first time in awhile i have had a girlfriend
its going great
i write home to nobody
theres nobody there or what i mean is i have lived in so many places
all over nebraska
some girl said she moved 6 times and it was crazy
i hate moving but i cant stop
i dated a girl once who said she was part gypsy or something
i think she lives in washington
i gave her my gold volvo and she ruined the engine
i only saw her a few times after that
i miss her cat
i dont even know what im saying now
i guess what i mean is i wouldn't walk thru hell in a gasoline suit
to do anything really
my life seems like fall and october skies and smells like burning wood
burning fuel burning pete rose flesh
why baseball even i mean why basebal i mean y bbal base
bllue eyes radio head smart phone
where was i when i first heard a modest mouse song oh i remember
the street in a town i lived in
talking to this guy i havent seen since high school
one time he and i snuck into the art room after school was out for summer
and took all the pottery students left behind
and went out to a cornfield to hit everything with baseball bats
it hurt my hands pretty bad
feeling the vibrations thru the metal bat as it destroyed art
but i am wondering with nearly 30 years under my belt
why am i still
thinking abt
being in love
with my past
or something
im at a movie with my girlfriend and we are holding hands and its clammy and we duck down in our chairs and we kiss and its usesless to follow plots
our bodies are hollow when we dont have guts
and muscles and all that shit
important stuff really
when you think a body is what you need
or a friend or a bison who is your friend or all animals are your friend
ride across the great american desert they say it
is beautiful on the great plains
and it is
 

AND SOMETIMES I AM ALWAYS WRONG


and what if I AM THE WHALE W/ A LITTLE MAN
   LIVING INSIDE OF MY GUTS
    who is my god???
  i will jizz into his ear w/ the force of a million earths oceans
   DIE WHALEGOD i spit on gods
 i spit on my dog one time
 i think abt that every time i think abt how my dad killed my dog
i loved that dog so much and i am so sorry i spit on you
AND I HAVE NEVER THROWN A PUNCH
 i am afraid of being hurt and i dislike rage but i feel rage
   say i am a pacifist like idk i hate violence but i feel violent
sometimes

AND MAYBE I AM WRONG SOMETIMES



sometimes i feel a monster
    i think a poem for my dead uncle
    i said the bear i knows name was rick
i dont know a bear
  sometimes i am the insane-o
OH!
 the last hammock i swung in laying still
  listening to whatever music i was listening to
   at that time i really have no memory
   probably neil young
     but,
OH!
   the last hammock i tripped balls in
      my first acid trip
    from /whatwas his name/ the kid
 who loved our poetry
 gave me a hit of acid in the old wateringhole bathroom
 he said hey FYFE come here
 i have something for you
 aand of course i took it
 

PETE ROSE


i think im going to drink tonight
 

SOMETIMES MY MIND


grow dolph
in my surf space wave outttter
otters, sea
where are all the animals at the henry do--
its loose, its pain spelled in symbols
are me a poetry
lol 420
i was gassy in front of my girlfriend??
i am human :/
i see humans sometimes and my brain becomes
an ugly grey
say everything is grey until
you crash
write poems abt every car that hits you
every time your father hit you
every time he used sounds to scare
his children
all off being humans
going to die someday
this is the end of my lunch break
i went to sp ce
and sat there trying to get my MIND ok
texted elizabeth
back, thought abt her face
cant wait to see that again
read a poem
abt my mouth to carl
and texted him the audio file
im listening to tupac
have to work
its friday
:D

PETE ROSE


need someone to be in a gasoline horse costume
to gallup thru hell w/ me
not for money this is a love of the burn
 wince when we spit down our own throats
 

PETEROSE

 

HAWKSLEY

oh
 

  from me

  the glass i dance my head thru a rolling ton of steel

        me anothr crumbling story of boy meets

somethin somethin a canal a one seventy five skol
 

i am a sugar      drum thudding thru  tall    nebraska grass

c ornfed falling   in my   dreams

 
overly sensitive bc  i was a hidden hand in the type type

  tippy tap  a shout  thru walls

 
 a  house   is

 
a  house   is    a moving frame

 i am windows i am made of nothing but windows
 

bang on the glass
 

w ake me up from my    steps  away

         who a worthless sing

who a hands       stretch to hold small bird

back bridges to my standing in a quiet

 
  i am nest

   oh and wings and sky is so beautiful beautiful

    i keep looking

HOLD ON, WE'RE GOING HOME


my new home will have nothing but bear rugs
bare floors i mean skinned knees in streets
is it raining??
i want to keep this motion until we can't can't stop
not walk into painting of place to go
side of mtn.
my eyes up and down the facade of tunnel me more
into new china, new girl
i love
good abt the way i climb trees it'sa breeze
and say here i am in this place w/ these ppl and you
and i think to tweet something
or i want music in my ears
i want to feel pills and booze numb my body downinto
a windy chair a sleepy bird  take me over the trees
in a catbus a lunch trip a hallucination of you holding my body
up against redwoods and shit
i want to be in fog
i want to vote for someone i love
i want to talk into the night abt watching your mouth move
text me and i break into smiles
rt me and i break into smiles
come closer and closer until your as close as i can say
to perfect lips are on me
i said maybe play kendrick lamar
in this voice like i was being sarcastic i am so dumb sometimes
i have been listening to nothing but kendrick
since we had him on and on in the car in omaha
so drunk so many bottles of jameson
is what im saying is a catch you a feet on the dash i
know we aren't lost
where we at
the streets keep changing
is it raining?
i whisper at oleavers and i mean it i want to be invited to a place
where i can dance w/ you
where can i see you hold you kiss you be closer be closer until nothing
be nothing be nothing be nothing
haaaaaaaa!!!!!!
AND I AM A TREE STANDING ON THE SIDE OF A ROAD
WATCHING ALL THESE KILL BOXES FLY PAST ME
i am a sitting boy on a sitting branch
i am the bird i named and the other bird who died
shortly after the first one died it was so sad
she kept flying out the door but she always came back
i wanted to kill my dad for so long
but just the idea just the idea of he as a me in my life
so i did or i am in some new universe of my body
morphed by wind and drug and boose and so much sitting
in a chair all day making CA$H for some people i don't know
where my new house at
where my new cave
where my babesquad
where my lover
where pauls voice
where my dinner
where my liver
where my knee like my moms knee like my moms birthday
take her out for dinner tell her i love her
cry every time i think about how the world ends when we end
when we end
its a bad movie
nobody stays for you know
im weepy and listening to kanye sing about gold digging women
want to get back to liquor pool swimming
want to put the potions in my blood
follow a road of me to the beginning
i mean the zero
where it isn't all we know and see and feel and chew
our brains are mountains of dirt
just moved earth
justy moved the earth off his shoulders
shit doesn't float or he cant swim he just lays there with his arms
against his side little red chest lizards run around on stone
waiting for a hand to pluck me from the teardrop
and toss me as far as i can fly w/o the help of machine
or hallow bones

THE POWER OF VOODOO

LUNCH POEMS

I buzz Chicago belt tension the belt and the fantasy of forced over naked children pollution, settled in the circle of death and appetizers are a lot of courage and faith. Many tears continued Whispering Bamboo Bracelet fox Busiris some Russians have thousands of snow Great Western Palm Hotel, and moved sweat. I want sexy Christ as the world, has died. Quickly. These are the last words of my wardrobe. Oh domoranzhevy baby. I write crap. Black and white. I do not mind. So you do not need, do not think a lot of steam still in the air a little blue in the comic, I returned

MUSIC


bury cooler of busch light
and southern comfort ice cubes
in the loup sandbar
say near the black bridge where u swim
scared or lay inches from the sky
im no angel i think abt texting my dad(dy)
i am a naked tarp over rain damaged car
i am hurricane andrew
the money we have now is worth almost nothing
because we have dreams in American clothes
i can/t name or dive my blood through Carl Aa--
gesen
it is raining poets arms and legs
pounding dry brown stubs into the strings and humming
something sad and stupid apes in the space program
drool a little bc i almost fell asleep waiting
for you to come back inside after the cigarette
counting each sheep backwards only shouting words
instead of numbers like i need you closer to my neck
elizabeth or we could all be in some foggy valley
when the leaves are almost a carpet for our
baby toes testing the earth for warmth
good night! chicago swigs of zzzquil
where can we start drinking
the most iriish whiskey our blood of course
a homeland for tipsy kiddos sneaking in the streets
yelling HAPPY HALLOWEEN when it's weeks away
who cares when we eat the candy
who cares when we bleed into the sewers the raccoons
masking themselves to rob our settled corpses
dressed in my very best debt suit
here take my love
take my hope
i don't need them now i have friends and i am going
to stay up w/ them until the sun gets lazy or dies
 

BABESQUAD

spill pressure on the carpet stain
my endless makeout while we
chair thru inception projection
of my i need yous to be heres to
save me from my run away and hide
on the internet we knew a hang out
stair same direction where faces
cant say hello mirror me forever me
new drizzy drake me w the floor
to the now here we at shramp'd
for the weekend or who cares what
day it is im drunk im fun im alive
is one for the knowme and RT
i can just human here on a stoop
rollinup and down i80 in a coop'd
/focus flail for the fear of how yolo
we are finding each other say he dat
she dat we dat crushin' on couches
fight for dance floor sp ce more
sing me your feelings i will feel more
dream outloud we can all find out
what we here for the sound of
laugh laugh this is my hugging body
this is yr party this where i started
showing up on drugs thinking
IN AN EXISTENCE SO RANDO
WE FOUND EACH OTHER
AND HAD A TIME
#BABESQUAD4LYFE

vyvanse is super adderal, blueberry redbull is blueberry flavored redbull

and a pizza i think in my brain
after i say “”you naked in a bed of so many pillows
how could i go quickly in any other direction
and you naked i am so buzzed a thought
remember my cheek rest on hipbone
stop for a drink i will race home to my nothings
my life is a together mess i musss
-t gather my unfurled tongue
bring over a toothbrush
kiss you awake

DIARY POEM


 

BUTT JIGGLES



in a basement w/ punk rock destruction
bottles broken tv smash the president talks to goddesses
in the bathtub paint pictures of my dead dog
my dad killed when i went to college
how can you sleep w/ parkt train engines snoring
beside you my mom couldn't do it w/o a glass of boxed wine
the venom of good god moms call her a black sheep
a roaring hog roast the rubber on endless asphalt
to save me or bones of buffalo shivering on the windy
plains half buried by the sand chiseled off my shoulders
p cold as the coyote howls give me your body
i have so many smaller divided mes to feed

DRIZZY


sit around in the dark
 of mind of mizzer
   izza know me in the rerun
 of why why why am i crying alone
  on my bed w/
xbox live home screen
glow is just a way to fry my eyes awake
 where did my sleep go
im like damn if i could just
rest the brain in me
    sleep a few days is not dyin yet
     when ma$e back drake
     give me my childhoodback
   i wanna see what i can do nexttime
       i keep sayin when yoloiswhatimean
        back w/ no motherfuckin team
        homies is my people is my humans
       son is just another
           sun is just a warm weather
            for us to stand in sizz the skin
             feel the blonding thru our mane
                keeping us in the sane of day of know
who loves me know
        yes yes i am a happiness i am for
everyone to smile
  bigger than any city they fellin love w after college
       imma farm boy imma little pile of dirt
      burnin trash ridin bikes in the gravel
           think who is alone as me in 3rd grade
             or meme in the future
???
 naw here i am
     here i am
         here i am
            here i am
               here iam
 slidin bloody thru a time
surfin thru space
        only this fleshy sack of bone
         will shed off behind me
            in the nightsky

CHABOI PUSSYKRANG



how much time
we spend think
bout who we
gon b
say i wanna b
   a poet
   o' luv of future
    o' sing me a gravy boat to underground
     my last song will b
      hello
       welcome to the rest of my life
             standing in the street
             unsure how drunk it is
             know neighbors
            see sun move??
      i don't wake up
          to be in spring
              to care abt
              flowers return
               who will
             wait forme
            after the winter is over??
    shovel the sidewalks
     so my feet stay dry
        so i can see the cracks
       

chaboi pussycranj




cut ya
stand onna neck dont tread me motherfucker
 i can be crazy af
 i can dance to the mooncrash
    slash yr hummer tires
boi dont spill my oilybirdbath i am a drinker
     a stinker a roll out of bed at a.m.
 to meet her
for cold pizza
dont spell me dont taylor swift me bro
i am a song already
 the fog around yr brain
  losing an inch is a
reachfor me don't censor my identity
from the streets of omaha
   spelling city w a middle finger
       new drake on the speaker
          pouring rain down
yr throat


  

poor impulse control



feel frost on statue arms cleaned off from buzz
in my mind humming SAY WHAT YOU ARE GOING TO SAY
and i am shook leaves the fall shapes my summered legs
against hips home for a moment whispera lovesomething
bounce back i am unsure who heard the trees fall near me
i am burned in my own circled trunks into rubber into peel away my
face from the highways of other countries i need a home
i am shouting my face into your neck please hold me please
let me fly alone and see you from the sky as a speck
of how i miss my feet expecting to come back down
spring me from sleep my thawing back arch for moresun
i haven't seen a warmth at this distance in so so long
underwater moving my mouth saying bubbles bubbles
i cant swim i cant be the ocean forever but here is my hand
take me
away
in waves

bonafidecatwhisperer


we want change or believe or tell me
when to roll on my back
i luddit w the morphing ooze of time
it crows my face to say
smile a bit bigger i don't need to be
a new me
 a drastically different version
   of some blob my brain squeeze from the bottom
    trust my mouth to yr ear
       i say stay a little longer this you
             you have is what I'm happy for

HARLEMWORLD

why would i
pray a change to juicy roam
foam on p fancy glass
im drunk too
im

who cares

tell me what i am 

say justin

dont die

i dont know if i can prevent it

but maybe i could be less of an idiot

crying

ERRYSONG SAY FADED


im in a friday
want to find a molly 2
want to trip w
want to get sushi w u
 want to dance cold snapper red for a loose me
expense for the sake
 ice over my   who cares
   where party at where yr body at where the magic
face
smile so wide we aint sure how to swim
 bacon wrapped nothing
 money nothin when cmmmin
takea  break
piece me back in someother space

I HEARD THAT



think every house
   was a trailer
     was a hitched train
           im a tree boy
       immamullberrybaby
babe
  swing heels at their eyes
         make em cry for their slight
           swerve naked
          into the concrete
     immma jungle
        or its the king of me
       losin sleep
    so i can be a new day too
 

BODYPARTY


you have
lets point
no moon
thats
a finger
a crableg spider crawl
shoe off the bed
having fun
so much w/ u
hey listen
to you know this
i say do you know this
you know this
want to
read book in the dark
next to you
brains go for miles when you unroll them
where my beard at
where u
girl
i am jeans and jameson
was in a poem
was reading them abt u
to all these
ears in the life i have
around me
a pile of money
just burns
when its on fire
and we smile
still rich tho
still star stacks
got juice for a few miles
get lost
idc short hair
touch me all over
drink
on the floor
yd i go
not a planet anymore
on the porch w knives
my eyes realize
reallives
or something
just
get here
i wanna breathe
in the air
around u

IMASKINGUPLZPLZ


b ez on me
i am a sensative sweatpea
shoulders for yr
gorgeous face
take my
hands to any hemisphere
we boat
in the ocean
we fly
everything is sky
i mean
in this universe
u and me

LISTENING TO CIARA DUI 3:11PM FRIDAY


talk me
i am drunk belly
i am swerve into disolve we don't even
push smoke w/ our touch
the small hairs of my /moment
im just a dumbso sad idk what is in my
blood
gone
from here by my me in the world
surrounded by weirdminds less romantic
than how i feel when i can't hold back
imma blowupcrazyboi
foolin in the streets fool in the sheets
etc i am on one i am the furthest
i am a v romcom dummy running
stop stop
kiss me
hands in my belt loop
hold me back from the group
protect me from swinging bats
and whore moths like
im justy livin
fuck death
imma hardly appear but
text me be there
i be there

 

SLEEPER

so high my butt is vibrating
it s'd yer *heart 
might hurt but it will not hurt yer *heart
this is my pressure
to coma too 
a race to press lips harder than the other
get me up at 4 am 
to tell me dreams or nothing
kiss my body
read books abt poetry while i catch up 
awake is not where i want to be alone
wake up and take me

OBJECTPERMANENCE

of course i 

can drive

be a

 whatever human man thing

i say words words  are u asleep

i miss u

when my eyes tell me to

5 POEMS


easier whats said than climb
a tree out of here
scared of any fluttering monster
i am a dopenosed off trainwagon
quit or what i can hold in my lungs
a taste of good story for my mind
to think who am i?????
today i am full of ocean on my skin
surprise by the way hills of flatland
can hold past my emotions
what are these fires starting
i am an oil lamp i am shaking leg
is the wind running up my shaved
scalp a neck is a bridge fromfromfrom
hello,

5 POEMS



text
 lets kick it and kiss on the way
    wake for you to wait
   this is just
  a moment where i am everything i can try to be
  while i try to dip my hands
thru infinity
 as a smile in my ribs shiver
  fracture line reminds alive after i drnk
all these zombies and sushi
   and head on my shoulder
say hold me tight
 reminds me when u
said come here
and drink w me
and i didn't go
        where was i?
  unsure of a weakness
or which one i would show

5 POEMS


i am a needy soak
in the sunshine

what do i know
abt how to be quicker to get to the bar

my walk is wobble high
tip tip the curb w my dancing arms wild

who flails w/o me on the turn of
a day a dime a kind of flip

what do i know abt flashing lights
extacy on the El train

wicker park nightlife
eating mushrooms walking to the party

your eyes where were they
i was faced into the floor

spell my wants on my skin
w/ the color air around me

say dumb fingers dance
and they run off toward the city



 

5 POEMS


call for me
     from sheets or text me in the streets
      its raining i am a flying machine
  wet jeans and jameson
     barely hang on to useless hipbones
       when not against yr
I AM TENDER
 my shouted skin bleets to the sleep
 of touch me
 touch me
say things like anywhere
      i am a shell inside a shell inside a softness
       who guards me when
   i am not a leap into arms
she is a snakecharmer
     my head dances
  into the haze of new morning waht time is it
 how are you my
dear

5 POEMS

whats twitter good
for                   think wheni  can see
        how they love
   i am wasted
 or i can numb my fingertips
      don't forget to push
              my buttons take my pants off
         i am a crowded feeling
    whats well into the next stage
         who will tell me i did
 a good job
 when my mom dies
      how can i even hide
 questions w/ this knee creek
   or crick
 i am dry         a thirsty mud
  just dirt
say i can feed enough trees
  i can be enough hunger for a few nights
     leave boot stuck
         where i can see
i have made a few mistakes
  today
          

i have never been to mexico

 

mind drifts shark fins

museum shape

collect on the beach

guise of dead friends dream

sell sad faces to gulf
stretched skin over cliffs
of mexico
i don't notice swimming hills

white trunked trees

plumes on rock for teeth
mind fingers thru
write trees write white trunked
i am swollen
stretched too
the limit of rivers
memories of dead friends in the sand
movies on the dust of desert
who sits here
naked belly cactus falcon

porthole to other dimensions

my blood spilling to see

forever       my dead friends

i am a snake

i will tiptoe thru the nest of i love you

at the opposite ends

my tail my poison

i mean a remembering

against all of my dead friends

who are forever

and yours

forever

my arms weak from flight

 

 THE WIND IS LOUD TONIGHT

keep a twist of my leg
    i am walking home from mikes apartment
        from my friends who all dosed L w/ me
         we listened to one track by Drake
          and i started writing a poem
called THE WIND IS LOUD TONIGHT
     and i wanted nothing
         from my life
         just thought abt our bodies twisted in bed
          i wanted you to hold me and i thought
i said i wanted  you to hold me
pick me up
w/ you arms drive and drive and drive
 this isn't the poem i wrote
i ran into
i want to be half asleep on a couch w/ you somewhere
i miss way knuckles down a hem and i know this jawline
your face is on my sit up and smoke and go back
to your body asleep and i wait high for the creative for a sell
to wake shell i cant even say what the taste does
to me your lips i am jameson and jeans
shake anythings to be a hand on leg a party w/ you
drive my mind out of Omaha 5am move squeeze tight against
take my turn awake my mind runs mouth over ear
wont even say a word i am for your lips
kiss how i need elizabeth
to hold me say sounds against dark room
here here here
i am

how are you


fool to cry
           i took w/  awatch me sad
hit me
findout
             i feel bad    i was
             i/m brain juice
               i hate what i write
             
                 i spend a lot of time
                    alone w/
i sleep
           i have a bed       enough drugs
used for 
                            hope
                            something
i know
                i'm not a
                        take care of
                   i feel stupid        bloody pulp
                   must say it was ugly
                    i feel bad
          
please do not ask me
           please do not touch the plum love
            or something?

How are you?





fool to cry
took with me or hit me or to findout



I feel bad that I was
             I Brain Juice
               I hate what I wrote
                in my opinion
                 I spend a lot of time
                    If a relationship
I sleep
           I have a bed and enough drugs
used for sleeping
                    And I hope
                            something
I know nothing
                I'm not a
                 I'll take care of
                   I feel stupid and bloody pulp
                    I must say it was ugly
                    I feel bad!
          
Please do not ask me
           Please do not touch the plum love
             Or something?