28 June 2008

i might regret saying this but hellboy 2 looks pretty sweet

26 June 2008


granted im not nearly as over-the-top-in-love-with-feist as i was a few months ago, im still pretty excited about the idea of seeing her perform in july. i actually just found out about this the other day sort of when i heard someone mention a free feist concert and i looked it up today-july12memorialparkthing-and so thats in... 2 weeks. i hope somebody wants to go.

24 June 2008


speak like disease for the drinking you didn't do but caused i forget every time you could lay that hand on my mouth forgetting swear from curse i deliberately find the time to ignore a decade of war known as the holy known for all that is blood and water and wine


im not sure if babylon has anything to due to the book that im read— a plane flew over the midwest and i spoke of some seeds that never knew if they could become the forest i thought when i once saw the far—far west round a crater or too— and the gasoline cloud let it all out

im considering buying these mainly because they are on sale for 31 dollars. i cant imagine finding decent shoes for 31 dollars too often. i just dont know about the style. i pay way too much attention to peoples shoes and im not sure if other people do too. i just dont know what shoes i can pull off and often feel uncomfortable in different shoes than the ones im used to wearing.

23 June 2008


to be honest i think this looks pretty great, but mostly haha funny and maybe not that informative or whatever. i think it will be good but its obviously going to rile up a lot of people. maybe not as much as the divinci code... for whatever reason. i wish this could come out the same time as ben steins ridiculous movie.


i havent looked at this site yet but i will when i have some free time. i have to go to seward and crete and york...

22 June 2008

we're putting a team together

so i watched the new hulk movie. cant say it was that good but still a little entertaining. better than the last one. the stan lee scene was pretty eh but always funny. the best cameo goes to lou ferrigno though, i laughed at that one. i didnt realize it was him until after he looked at the pizza. maybe because i was watching a bootleg on my computer. anyway, i read a review that said it was good when there was no hulk and blah exrtreme(ly boring but action packed) cg combat the rest of the time. this is true. the stuff with the hulk vs evil hulk, bleh. overall this movie was basically a story connector for what i assume will be some huge avengers movie after they make a few more for individual characters. like thor. i just read on wikipedia that avengers is scheduled for 2011. at least theyll get it out there before the world ends.

21 June 2008

han solo taken out of context for purpose of dirty talk

Get in there, you big furry oaf! I don't care what you smell!

Well, short help is better than no help at all

Better her than me!

Ch-Chewie! I can't see, pal. What's going on?

Hurry up, goldenrod! Or you're gonna be a permanent resident!

Where did you dig up that old fossil?

No! Stop, Chewie, stop! Chewie! Chewie this won't help me! Hey!

Who's scruffy-looking?

Sorry sweetheart. I haven't got time for anything else.

Look out he's loose!

Great, kid. Don't get cocky.

Sorry about the mess.

Stay sharp. There's two more coming in.

She's fast enough for you old man.

Besides, I know a few maneuvers.

She may not look like much, but she's got it where it counts, kid. I've made a lot of special modifications myself.

Wonderful girl. Either I'm going to kill her or I'm beginning to like her.

What're you lookin' at? I know what I'm doin'.

Absolutely, Your Worship. Look, I had everything under control until you led us down here!

Ugh. And I thought they smelled bad on the *outside*.

This is no cave.

Easy? You call that easy?

You said you wanted to be around when I made a mistake, well, this could be it, sweetheart.

You know, sometimes I amaze even myself.

Thanks for coming after me. I owe you one.

Hurry up, will ya? Haven't got all day!

YAHOOOOO! You're all clear, kid, now let's blow this thing and go home!

joe black meets jack

i think this looks good but i will probably forget about it come december

20 June 2008

more files

so i dont know how i feel about this. i will most likely watch it when it comes out, but i dont see why they are making a new x files movie. i liked the last one at first because of my celebrity crush on gillian anderson and because i watched x files on a daily basis considering it was on fx every single day at least once. but really the movie kind of killed it all for me. the show went on to focus too much on aliens, which is mildly interesting but once you turn down that path its hard to go anywhere else. or so it seemed. im not really sure what this new movie will be about but i assume aliens. i hope im wrong.

19 June 2008

i got bit by a dog

so, most of the time when im walking somebody in a car yells at me or does something that has something to do with me. today that happened but then i got bit by a dog. so that seems to trump getting yelled at. i was walking down 33rd and this guy stopped me and asked if i had seen a black dog. i said no and kept walking. i was heading down vine street when i saw a black dog that ran up to me and started barking. i stared at it for awhile and it ran off behind a fence. i walked up to it thinking i might be able to take this dog to that guy but then i didnt really know if it was his and it kept barking and being pissed off so i walked away. the dog came after me and attacked my ankle biting through my jeans. i ended up walking around some more but eventually went to lincare and they gave me a tetanus shot and a prescription for some antibiotics that i havent picked up yet. im supposed to call the animal control tomorrow

18 June 2008

i mean, you could die

so i have been doing a lot of walking,

17 June 2008

hit king

i was going to write this blog about why pete rose should be in the hall of fame but my points werent anything new and i started thinking that maybe its best hes not in the hall. mostly because i think its kind of a joke. sports in general. this has a lot to do with how pissed off i was when the kings lost to the lakers in '02 when they were clearly the better team and should have won but the refs and robert horry had to be huge assholes. which has now got me thinking about every sporting event that crushed me in my younger days in which i felt robbed. i mean obviously the huskers were fair and square schellacked by the arizona state sun devils but what about that fsu game. C'MON! totally rigged. so now i was thinking about how gambling shouldnt keep rose out of the hall and bla bla but my mind has switched sides mid blogging and now i think pete rose is a pile of shit. a pile of shit that was really good at baseball.

so im going to be moving this weekend i guess. im really tired of moving. i think this will be the last time i keep most of my things. (couches) mostly. i'd also like to sell my tv. i really dont use it for much. video games sure, but video games are boring and a waste of time. for the most part i watch movies on my computer. i really dont need a tv, least of all a widescreen hdtv. my car is out of gas apparently and wont start. mike just tried to drive it to work. so i need to find a gas can. hopefully someone i know has one. i think someone is coming here to spray for bugs. goddamn the mold on my carpet is getting worse. i need to find out what to do about that. gross.

16 June 2008

without discussing what you saw or what you remember
not getting all the colors or words right but considering
the possibility that they are all where
the are supposed to be
without discussing what you saw or what you remember
not getting all the colors or words right but considering
the possibility that they are all where
the are supposed to be
pigs speak of authentic-
city with a grunt
like this
stutter because
you're nervous or
something hits you

a thousand voices or
i don't lie i
just never tell the truth

when everything is wrong
someone else
is sure to come
but that goes wrong too

and we find ourselves old
speaking with lisps

14 June 2008

i just remembered that last night a woman in a gas station called me a fag

12 June 2008

i didnt want my deleting of things to delete things that i did not intend to delete or write

you don't like zinfandel is evident
and evidently infanticide.

ghost partners. make it
into a card game.

10 June 2008

so the other day i was riding my bike down to the office and the cement was wet from a rain. i was going pretty fast and took a turn at what i thought was a reasonable speed. the bike slid out from under me and for a moment i was sliding at an angle and realized what was happening. i stuck my left knee out to brace my fall and slid on my side. it didnt hurt quite that much but my knee was pretty sore and i was just a little stunned at first. i just thought about writing this because the area where my knee hit the ground has minor scrapes which arent a big deal but the area is still numb. im not really sure what that means. i suppose i should be more careful in life since i dont have any sort of insurance.

07 June 2008

06 June 2008

05 June 2008

04 June 2008

thats my job

so yesterday i was called a communist and today i was threatened to have the cops called on me.

03 June 2008


the red album is not worth your time

listening to this

a loaded question

weeping from
an unknown place
deep in the woods

although there was no
tree within
the sound
falling by the darkness

forgetting to remark willow
or talking fire

i smell of lake
though you call me sun god
knowing once there were
fathers big enough
to be men

deafness is questionable
as are the hands that draw
dirt from small stones
shaped like teeth

i juggle the morning
cast smoky spells
throwing glass
that doesnt shatter

and you remember
to cocoon

02 June 2008

boiler boiler boiler

i got signed on for a job (temp) but decent money and i think i will enjoy the work. its outside and i feel good about what its doing, although it involves sort of pestering strangers which i admit is pretty annoying. but there are people who sign petitions just to do it and dont even consider what theyre signing and thats when i step in and kick their ass. figuratively. i have this cough. and it's terribly annoying. im also getting a headache because of the cough and now my eyes are starting to water and it sucks. im trying to focus on doing something for dnd but its hard. im really pretty terrible at getting this organized. i feel like its getting boring. i dont really know where its going. i enjoy making back story but im terrible at making front story. my throat my throat why have you forsaken me. my dad wrote me a letter, i read the first line and put it down. he called me today and i didnt answer. he complains about how i talk to my mom more than him (which is partially true only because my mom doesnt call me with nothing to talk about and she actually listens and doesnt seem afraid to talk in person or over the phone) my dad writes me these letters to make me feel bad and feel sorry for him. that really pisses me off. why the fuck would him making me feel bad make me want to talk to him more often. i would be really happy if he would figure his life out and move on. then i might talk to him. right now hes still stuck in this sad divorced father/husband mode that has nothing to do with me and i want nothing to do with it.

01 June 2008

i had a dream that i was in prison but i was allowed out for a short while every day. one day i fell asleep at home and was late getting back to prison and there was this whole trying to jump on a boat that was crossing a moat but they pulled it away so i fell into the water thing. and then one of the guards put this tape on the ground that gives traction, you know like that sand paper tape that is for traction... anyway he put that on the ground and slammed my face into it and rubbed it along the tape. that was my punishment for being late coming back to prison.